When ending a long term relationship, we naturally feel grief at the loss of it. People often come to our retreats because of painful endings, including the death of a close family member. The end of a long term relationship is a type of death. It has many similarities to a human death. There are differences as well.
Give Yourself Time To Mourn
Many of us grew up in families that stepped over grief, that didn’t deal very well with loss, and sadness.
For example, in my family we didn’t talk about sad feelings even though we had more than our share of separations and deaths. It was an unspoken taboo, buried under our day-to-day experiences. I grew up not knowing how to deal with grief, my own or others.
So when I started dating, I attracted women who had their share of hidden emotional pain, which I also tried to ignore. These buried feelings ended up tarnishing everything, destroying relationship after relationship.
Finally, with the help of a therapist and grief and loss retreats, I learned to slow down and make time for my grief and my tears. What a relief! At our emotional healing retreats, in a safe and supportive community of others, I’ve consciously mourned and felt the pain of past losses. I've learned how to carry that grief rather than ignore it and risk moving into depression.
And I’ve learned how healing tears can be.
When ending a long term relationship, it is essential to take the time to grieve the loss rather than quickly moving on. Otherwise, we'll carry our pain forward and taint our future. Prolonged grief, which is often buried below our ordinary awareness, can weigh us down, diminishing our joy in life.
I've also learned to pay attention to other feelings that can arise to protect us from grief. Do you quickly go to anger at your ex to cover up your grief? To blaming them or perhaps to accuse others of causing the breakup? These are often learned behaviors (from childhood) designed to keep us from facing our grief.
How Long Is Too Long To Grieve?
Grief has its own timetable, so there is no set amount of time appropriate for everyone. You grieve as long as you need to, and one day, if you have genuinely grieved and not avoided the grieving process, you know you are done.
If you are grieving ending a long term relationship, it will probably take longer than a few weeks. It may be too long if you are deeply grieving longer than several months. Then it may be time to get help...from a grief counselor or by going to one of our grief retreat.
Deal With The "Push-Pull"
Towards the end of a relationship, we can get pulled in all sorts of directions. Should I stay and try to work it out? Or should I go?
This kind of push-pull can go on well after the break-up, we may think as examples:
We can waste a massive amount of our life energy in regret, fantasy, hope, dreams, etc. that aren’t really reality-based. We can stay in this relationship limbo way too long, just as we might stay in a relationship that isn't working too long.
So how do you deal with all the push-pull?
For many of us the pull of our emotions can overwhelm any rational, objective thought or any advice we get from family or friends. We may hold on to what is not working for way too long.
One way to deal with the push-pull is to identify your relationship needs and make an objective evaluation if this person can fulfill them. My friend Lawrence often points out that we often choose poor strategies to meet our goals.
And your love interest may be part of a terrible strategy to get your needs met!
It is making this distinction, between strategies and goals/needs, that can help us move beyond the push-pull yo-yo and decide what to do.
In other words, we need to ask ourselves "Is being with this person a valid path to meet my relationship needs?" "Is ending this long-term relationship a way for me to meet my needs and goals?"
NVC (Non-Violent Communication) is an excellent resource for identifying our needs and wants. Many of us choose partners that are poor strategies for meeting our relationship needs.
To break those pattern, we need to change the underlying relationship old story that we've learned growing up, often starting with our father and mother. Unless we were an orphan or our parents divorced when we were very young, our relationships with our parents are our first long-term relationships!
When we can have healed this primary relationship, we can live into a new healthy relationship story. We are free to choose a person who will meet our needs.
At our retreats. participants often start their work with a current problem and then discover that what they really need to deal with is healing their childhood pain.
Emotional processing is hard work. You may have difficulty sleeping and focusing on day-to-day activities. You may neglect self-care.
And yet this is just when you need to take care of yourself, get sufficient rest, eat healthy and do activities that support your body and mind.
What are some physical activities that can support you?
Emotional and mental support is also essential and tremendous part of self-care.
Avoid entering another relationship too soon!
While rebounding into another relationship may be a strategy to avoid the pain of ending a long-term relationship, it is a poor strategy for healing.
You won’t get the grieving work done that you need to do, and it will tarnish the new relationship….you will very likely end up repeating old patterns in the new one.
That is why deep emotional healing is so helpful to break free of the old story and create a new healthier one. My colleague Genie Joseph, PhD, recommends at least a 90-day relationship free zone between partners.
You may also be interested in reading Ending A Long Term Relationship-Top Ten Etiquette Tips, written by Genie.
Jon Terrell, M.A, leads emotional healing retreats in western Massachusetts, and Florida. He offers counseling about ending a long-term relationship and other sensitive issues via Skype and phone. His signature retreat which is offered several times a year is Grief, Loss and Difficult Emotions Retreats. You can reach him using the form below.